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May 14 Pappy rambut bagusWhen I was a child of 4 years old, I used to get up very early in the morning and woke up all the neighbours on the same floor where my family lived in Moscow in the early 60s. How did I do that? By banging at their doors and worst was at the door of a man whose I liked so much to touch by saying: "Pappy, rambut Pappy bagus.." . Every morning mommy used to get nervous everytime she found me banging at this man's door. I always got her embarassed because as the door opened I would see him sitting right facing the entrance with a newspaper in his hand and I would directly go to him and climbed to his knees and disturbed his reading
 . Since then on his code-name in my mind has always been "Pappy rambut bagus".Well, years gone by, now I am a mother and living outside my birth-country as an alien, and once day, if you believe that messages can be conveyed through various ways, he seemed to appear like a shadow in my sitting room. He said:" Where am I? I can not see anything!" then as I recognised him, without a word I prayed to the Lord and request Lord Jesus, because Lord Jesus is very well known for his miracles (mukjizat), to make this man see. My prayer was straight-away accorded and he saw me and he called my baby-name, Then I said:" Yes, pappy, it is me" and he said:" Please, save my son!" then he disappeared. I was left dumb-founded. Bad thought criss-crossing my mind. The memories of my baby-hood played in my eyes like videos. As these all rolled over I concentrated my mind towards Lord Jesus saying:" I return all the authorities to Lord Jesus, cause in this situation where I am only Lord Jesus can help". Then I said to pappy in mind that I would do my best though I do not know how. So, that was one of the closest attachements between me and that Russian man  April 18 La Nuit Sacree (The Sacred Night) La Nuit Sacree
"La Nuit Sacree" is a book written by Tahar Ben Jelloun, telling a story about a girl treated by her father as a boy in a certain
Arabic society. The author wrote it almost without restraint. Almost with bold expression and the book is in French language.
Some expressive expression was as follows: " Dans son regard, je captais parfois les traces de quelques humiliations" which to my
understanding means: " In her stare I captured sometimes traces of some humiliations" . And in the middle part of the story it was
described how vengeange was afflicted to this girl.
As I arrived at almost the end of the story, some phrases astonished me , which were:
" One day, not one night, the nights are on the other side, one day you will mistress a bird of prey, it will sit on your shoulder and
indicate you the path.. One day the sun will come down a little closer towards you. You won't be able to escape him. He will let
your body remain intact but will burn everything all that it contains. One day, the mountain will open up herself and take you....
if you are man, she will keep you; if you are woman, she will offer you a bed of stars and send you towards the land of infinite
love......" just to read that the subject "I..." here was described as a "tomboy".
The writer of this book really described something about this Arabic group in such a way that astonished many of his readers.
   February 03 Memories, light the corners of my mind! Memories light the corners of my mind
By: gustinecat
Well, I don't really remember when was the first day me and the members of my family started browsing and surfing throught the Internet, making effort to be intellectual
filling up our memories with so many knowledge, as we all call it knowledge, wasting our time, forgetting our main duties as what each one of us is.
We have got ourselves busted and we got ourselves reformatted and re-installed, all for the fun of this memories.
Then the last re-installation and re-connections and new networking went so good, especially for me who handle a non-password end-user account in out family computer.
Me and my Hotmail connection despite of the incapabilities of our LIveMessenger due to the inferior-version and the Yahoo! Services accessed from this desk-top. It was going on so well until the Administrator started complaining that the RAM is too small, which was 128 MB. Who is the Administrator? My 17 years old daughter who is going to complete her High School at the end of this 2009 school year. She kept pestering her father about this, saying that the access speed is so slow that she needs to work fast.
So! About last week, they got the new memory-card, four times bigger than the original. Then, again reformatting et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.
Here we go, re-starting!!! Yesterday, Monday, was okey. everything went smooth. Hotmail? No problem at all, good!
Yahoo! Well, ist seemed I got different type of Messenger box, which is completely different than the previous. It did not matter though it look lousier. I was able to add Plugs-in attached to my Messenger contact list box, Okey, that was fine, remain the Yahoo! Search to be added to the Messenger. But........... this morning, for the sake of the memories...... Belie-me, I could not even access my French Messenger!!! Was I at fault or the system which consists of the ISP, the Administrator of the server and the end-users, ???? Well, I will see what I can do tomorrow, perhaps it is the name of the account which is unacceptable to the system. After all it is the work of the Administrator to maintain a good system. December 10 Windows' Live and Hotmail. Windows' Live and Hotmail
By: gustinecat
I have been a user of this Internet Services for quite sometime. In fact, I am not someone who is in the Informatics Technology. I am just a woman who happenned to have little experience in operating an IBM Mainframe which at that time did not even have any Mainframe Windows' Database Maintenance System installed in its system. That was about 20 years ago. Now, today , in 2008 as I sit at home with Windows' XP Professional Server plus Windows' XP Home Edition accompanying the Prof, as an end-user, I find it all amazing and amusing. As I see myself, playing and typing on the keyboard of this computer in front of me, with a knowledge that this system is also provided with a built-in modem that can connect me with the world outside my home even abroad, and assisted with what nowadays is known as Internet Services Provider Com pany, I am finding that everything is just marvelous.
Many a times I thought of getting some informations of what might have been happening to the Mainframe that I used to operate long time ago. Has it changed yet? But, too bad, I have not found any way yet to contact them. If only my ex-collegues knew what I am doing here in this place,, I wonder what they would say.
Offers on this system further enhancements keep on coming my way until I become confused. That I think I will be needing experts' advises and counseling, but helas, I bump into Monetary and Funds problems. And that eats my poor soul.
In short, I simply love them all, Windows' Live and their companions....!
I AM KEEPING IT UP....... I AM KEEPING IT UP.... GOODLUCK TO ME!!!!! Thanks for visiting!
:), :O, :S, :))
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