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    April 16

    A penguin's confusions and tears

     
               A penguin's confusions and tears    
     
        It's daytime as I swim around my domaine.... blue and white ...Yesterday, there was a small hill over there not very far from where I used to lay about....Today I saw that it's gone...Oh.... well, it seem that my habitat is changing all the time . Been noticing, when my mind goes numb due to what I see everyday....Look, there is a ship so big.... ooh.... I've got to get away, as I see my friends are plunging into the sea.... I feel lost, I look around ... I feel strange and lost...ooh.... again a part of that ice-hill is breaking.......!!! Why lately this event happens faster than it used to....? Let me dive down to the bottom....it's dark but I know there are fish and other sea-creature ... got one fish..... a very small fish... ooh..... I am under that big ship right now.... run my dear, run....... that's my nature, mine and my friends'..... I look at my natural habitat with such lost feeling.... Oh, I don't know......
     
       The climate is changing. It's getting hotter and hotter...I see smoke overthere and overthere. The smoke that should never been there .... I saw a friend changed colour into black and sticky..... I looked up onto the sky, what do I see? Am I a seer? A penguin ....a seer? Oh ...la...la.... My world is stolen and destroyed......
     
        A stupid penguin like me is facing a big problem.......big problems....and my problems will soon become the problems of the humans who are created to be the highest form of animal, who are given intelligence to manage these earth.... but, too bad or dommage..... they  have turned greedy and too knowsy.... Right know I see a long stick, very long stick that reaches the sky being lifted up and  .... it's  black and black liquid is dripping off that stick.... blueeck.....!!! What do I do???
    Me, helpless penguin .....I want to scream.... I want to yell..... Can not!!!! I am mute.....
     
         Couldn't these humans give it all quite a lot of thoughts....couldn't they think back into the past....? "Reflechis et Reconnaisse?"........Tears that I couldn't show are rolling down from my eyes. I am losing the health and wellness of this earth where all creatures live and share their spaces....
     
          Can any of these humans find solutions.....? I am swimming back to my flocks, confused!!! 
    April 07

    A day before Easter Sunday 2007

                Good  afternoon,
                           
                               It's a day before Easter Sunday in 2007, it's so quiet where I am. The neighbours have gone to the church for you know what...
    My daughter's not at home...., she's gone to her additional math tuition, you see, she is not very bright in this subject. While my son is very busy with his PlayStation II, on his fave "Greenfields Games" if you know what I mean...
    Their father?  Well, this man with whom I've been spending my "Blab-blub,berk-berk" life for 16 years, is nowhere to be seen....And ME......? After cracking my bird's brain on one of my hobbies since this morning....till I got a sort of a bang on my head, I am here typing....!
     
                               Let tell you, I know that you know what is the  meaning of hobbies, well, one of mine is sewing.....! So  much that I love sewing, I always see flashes of models and design clips in my visions. Some are simple and homelike style, some are sophisticate and elaborates....they simply look so wonderful that they make me dream of becoming a top designer....
    And today, .... I started it two weeks ago, I saw the style in one of the American magazines in the house of my sister-in-law LAST MONTH, and yet... today, my dear friends, today, that dress is.........MIS-STITCHED or in slang French  - it is 'MALCOUDRE' . Why...., because there were to many visions of fashion in front of my eyes....! That's why, that somehow my sights were blocked by those visions...!
    But I won't give-up....! Hobbies are hobbies...! Hobbies give certain satisfactions to yourself. A kind of feeling that make you want to say,"well, I am fine.., I feel fine when I think of what I like doing...."
     
                        Anyway, everything will be fixed and they are going to turn alright..........!